For some reason it hits us by surprise. Despite the adage
“Life’s not fair,” despite Buddha’s first noble truth, “Life is suffering,” we
can get blindsided when our expectations of life don’t line up with reality.
It’s not easy to deal when our plans fall apart. It’s not easy to handle
fatigue when you have to keep moving. It’s not easy to show up when you want to
stay home; to juggle the responsibilities you didn’t realize you were getting
yourself into. It’s not easy to catch a
curveball. Yet I think we tend to forget it’s not supposed to be easy. At
least, I have a tendency to forget it’s not supposed to be easy. I notice I get
pretty darn disgruntled and bent out of shape when life doesn’t go the way I
want. Those feelings of frustration, I also notice, are the real obstructions
to an easy life. It’s not the curve balls and fatigue that cause difficulty,
it’s our reaction to the tough stuff that make life what it is.
With that said, I wanted to share a few steps that have
helped me along my own bumpy road. Here is what to do when life is not easy:
1. Notice.
When difficulty creeps in and starts to cause a quality of unease in life,
our knee-jerk reaction is to deny that it’s happening and seek whatever
pleasure with which we can distract ourselves. Overworking and over consuming
are two examples of distractions that come to mind, but there’s something for
everyone out there. I think on a subconscious level, we notice the unease
before we cognitively recognize it, and, due to habit, we run away from it
before we give ourselves a chance to realize we’re unhappy. The power of denial
is a strong coping mechanism, but it can hinder one from living a happy life.
Honesty = happiness. We can’t be honest with ourselves until we can learn to
pause, and notice when we’re not having an easy time. Before we can feel better
about what’s going on, we first have to notice what’s going on.
The pause is crucial in this step. Stop, and check in: notice any
physical sensations. Do you have
butterflies in your belly? Is there tightness
in your chest? How do your neck and shoulders feel? Notice the climate in your
mind. Take note of any thoughts that come, any emotions you can put your finger
on. Just notice.
2. Admit
it. This is a tough one, because generally we don’t like to admit we’re having a
tough time. Our culture puts pressure on us by pumping out visuals,
via the media, of how our lives should look. We get these pictures of cohesive
families with happy pets and children; pictures of working mothers who seem to
be able to handle a career and housework; pictures of men in suits happily
pulling their new car into the driveway of their home. Flip through a magazine
or turn on the TV, you’ll see these pictures and your mind might think, I can have that. Monkey see, monkey do.
The thing about these pictures is this: the difficulty of trying to stay on top
of all this stuff – the family, the pets, the job, the housework, paying for
the new car, the mortgage – is not shown. When we’re feeling like we’re
drowning in all the stuff we thought we could handle, we also feel alone; we
feel like we’re the only ones having a tough time and we’re afraid to admit it
because we don’t want to feel inadequate, or weak. It’s up to us to realize the
reality of life and admit that it’s difficult.
The key in this step is acceptance. When you can admit that life’s not easy, you’re also
accepting this fact. Practicing acceptance is a self-strengthening action
because you own up to the reality of the situation. When you accept a situation
is the way it is, you are telling yourself that you are strong enough to handle
it. Remember, honesty = happiness. The truth will set you free, every time.
3. Forgive.
It’s not easy to notice difficulty
and admit difficulty. This is where forgiveness comes in. Forgiveness is the
salve that will soothe the sadness you feel when you realize and admit life is
not easy. The ticket here is to be gentle with your self. Show some self-love.
Tell your self it’s okay. Forgive the frustrations you feel. Forgive the
roadblock. Forgive those that are giving you a tough time. Forgive the whole
situation. Forgiveness might not be easy; it might be a foreign concept. See if
you can soften your stance toward whatever is plaguing you by realizing
difficulty is necessary for growth and forgiveness is necessary for humanity.
4. Keep
going. Yup, don’t stop. You’ll probably feel emotionally raw from
addressing your stress but that’s okay, just keep moving. Know that life isn’t
about feeling great all the time; it’s okay to feel down. You’re doing a great
job. You really are. Now keep breathing, keep waking up in the morning and do
what you have to do to take care of yourself. Be kind – to yourself and others.
Do a little something positive for yourself each day: catch up with an old
friend. Take a dance class. Practice your art. Take a bath and let yourself melt.
Cook a delicious meal, sit down and let yourself enjoy it. Talk to someone.
Know you’re not alone. Know that you’re strong enough to handle whatever is on
your plate. You’re being forged by fire, so own it and keep moving, one step at
a time.
So there it is. Four steps to take when life’s not easy:
notice it, admit it, forgive it, and keep going. Remember to pause. Remember to
practice acceptance. Be kind to yourself, and put one foot in front of the
other. Lastly, remember that a smooth
sea never made a skillful sailor.
Much love.